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Changed the layout and colour of my onsugar. Got a new cbox. Hunt down these cute alien smilies!
HAHA damn gay but I think they're adorable leh. :D
Use them more! I want see the effect! The usual :), :( all that. HEEE.

Chanced upon this...I don't care if its true or not I just thought its romantic and sad!

10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she didn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

I'm helping my sister translate some chim stuff about business corporate from English and Chinese. Damn difficult, it's her poly assignment. D: If only I had brains like xiaoqi. I'm sure it'll be done in a jiffy.

Miss qi and her da dao li(s). Miss xinmin all of a sudden. Saw shiyao's blog and all that she misses about xinmin. Makes me feel "Argh me too ): "

Seeing the secondary students in their uniforms suddenly makes me all envious. Poly very good meh. Crap, I'll rather have four more years in xms with the same old group of mates. Err, minus Os. That'll be awesome. :D

Sucks. Not even the charming casts are worth the ticket money.

Shopping yesterday with sister, but I didnt pay for anyth except for this top I found at fareast! :D Cause she owed me a birthday present. Oh and I made posb card like finally. No more queueing at banks just to get money! I swear sometimes the queues can get so effing long that it totally spoils my mood for the day. Damn irritating. And sometimes got stupid uncles shouting into their phones like we all deaf.

Seriously HAAATE people who talk damn loud on phones. I mean like, spare a thought for others eh? Today while on bus to Tampines, got this ah beng DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN irritating can. It was obvious he was talking to his gf cause he kept "Linpei shi ni de bf hor" then all the ccb fuck you knn all come out. Pity his gf. Lucky David don't even want to say vulgarities in front of me. Let alone use them on me. I've gone past the life of having my boyfriend hurl vulgarities at me like I'm nothing. Looking back, it's a waste of one year. Why can't I just get to know David earlier?! Anyway the ah beng turned out to be a totally harmless looking guy, I still thought he'll be like damn big size, damn intimidating one. Lol.

Right, I finally updated my bankbook and I found out my disney pay was a tad higher than I expected! :D Made my day, plus I went to collect my cheque from Kublaikhan (my previous workplace). Yep, I quit the job alrd, feel damn bad cause when I went back, the "lady boss"(david's auntie) spoke to me and she even offered to help me out cause I'm still jobless. Guilty :/

So I'm jobless now. Maybe trying retail. (:

Btw, long time since I met Cris, Xiaoqi, Yuen...etc. Miss them alot ):

Okay, thats all for now. Luyi, when I use laptop then I post your very honourable and very special birthday wish ok! :D

Today really suay ttm. Went for yoga as usual then when I leaving the toilet cubicle after changing my pants, the stupid strap from the lame and lousy yoga bag just snapped and my yoga mat plunged into the toilet bowl. -.- Damn gross can the toilet bowl still got toilet paper from the previous user (Not for peeing or shitting, I HOPE) and I still had to pick it out from the toilet bowl cause I need to go for my class anyway! ):

How suay can I get. Lucky the water not like yellow or smth I think I'll puke.

Anyway last night I stayed over at Jasmin's, met a couple of her friends, all very funny people. And we played mahjong, poker, a couple of blackjacks etc. Damn enjoyable. Then her friends started telling us TP ghost stories and Jasmin was like "Eh if we ever have to stay over at TP you must be with me hor!"

Oh ya see this very cute :D

Haha, the "Thank you, Daddy" damn cute and I think the baby will look like Matt Damon when he grows up!

Okay thats all for now, bye(: